Take my gold star away...

Ok. so I really needed those ruby slippers last night. EPIC FAIL. booooo. Tonight I will do better, I will say no! no! no! ok.. wait NO! I'm off to punish myself at the gym for my lack of willpower last night. Burn baby burn.

Sept. Sept. Sept.

I'm back. Already kinda slacking on this blogging thing, I'm trying at least. (you gotta give me some kind of credit for that—or not.)

Ok so today is Sept. 3rd. Let me catch you up on the last weeks of bad behavior. It was all pretty drinkie and over the top. SHOCKING huh. yea not really. But I'm thinking this no drinking thing is gonna be hard. I told a friend I was not drinking for the month of Sept. and she seriously started to laugh... and said "umm yea, right" DAMN you woman for that response! Well honestly if I was her I would have said the same. hmmm that's not good. crap.

Back to the details...

Sept 1 -- EPIC FAIL.
I had a margarita at Nicks Crispy Taco, with a crispy taco of course. (YUM. yes no need to remind me... not helping with mega moo. shut it.) Then my friend and I ended up at Lush Lounge. This is where EPIC FAIL = FROZEN MARTINIS! yes they are so slushy refreshing and full of vodka with three frozen blueberries as a cute garnish. Let me think, we each had 3 or was it 4? Does it really matter if it was 3 or 4 — was not suppose to be drinking any! "But it's the last long weekend for a very long time".... I can rationalize anything really. So Lush Lounge...has a very interesting crowd including what goes on out on the street. Witnessed crazy tranny hooker walking/strutting around the corner with her skirt pulled up so everyone could see her ass. Yes this parade was going on at like 6pm. So now the entire bar is watching this "show" when low and behold some dude stops his car and picks her up. To which the entire bar yells "NOOOOOOOOO" and the guy looks over and flips us all off. Yep never a dull moment at the corner of Polk and Post.

Sept. 2 -- FTW
Give me my gold star now. I made it through the entire day with no drinking. Went to the gym, ate decently although I forgot to take my multi vitamin. Forgot to get on the scale. oops.

Sept. 3 -- FTW
It's 5:30 pm right now and I think it's going to be another day of no drinks. Second gold star please. Food wise I was good this am but fell of the food wagon and had a *giant* peanut butter banana sandwich on wheat bread of course... so good but probably used way to much peanut butter = fattening. 2 hour work out at the gym = sweating like a horse, talk about looking hot and if by hot I mean sweaty, the boys love it! NOT. OK jumping on the scale now because as usual I forgot to do it this am. Drum roll please....... 145. Well at least I'm consistent. I blame the peanut butter sandwich. Guess it's a piece of lettuce and laxatives for dinner. KIDDING of course. But no peanut butter that's for sure.

Official stats 9-3-08
weight: 145 (still)
drinks: none ;)

So tomorrow is gonna be a tough one. Suppose to meet a friend who I haven't seen in a long time for drinks downtown and then off to the Owl Tree. Already feeling the pressure and it's not even tomorrow yet! I will not drink. I will not drink. I will not drink. Maybe I need some ruby slippers that I can click 3 times and magically not drink. Oh wait DUH! the ruby slippers only get you home when you click them 3 times. hmmm... that could work as well. Hello ebay I'm sure you can sell me a pair...no?

So it begins... sorta

My head is a little foggy today due to being bad once again last night which is part of the reason for my little experiment I'm calling 30 days + 30 nights. Can you guess what it's going to be about... ohh if you guessed sobriety or something that has to do with going on the wagon you're one smart cookie. Not that I think I have a problem but more of quest to see if I can actually exist in SF amongst my drinkie friends and pull off no drinking for 30 days. Did I mention I'm trying to lose weight as well?

Reason 1 for 30 days + 30 nights: Bad Behavior
GWAD I just heard a voice mail from some guy who I have no idea is but obviously I met last night (him "yea we met last night") wait, what? I remember buying a box of milk duds at Walgreens but not meeting some random guy... who I gave my number?? So BAD. I'm hoping I didn't kiss this guy, unless he is hot, which is never the case, I'm guessing he's a dog...shit. Lurpy again. Ok so maybe this could fall under "have a slight problem" or maybe it's don't drink 2 bottles of wine, shared with a friend of course. (I'm not *that* much of a booze hound). Wine seems to have the double up effect on me... should have stuck to my usual vodka soda, I never get in that much trouble with those. But no, last night was a wine night = bad. booo blaaaa. crap.

Reason 2 for 30 days + 30 nights: 5'5" 145 pounds = Mega MOO
I feel fat as a house. Actually it was the pair of jeans I put on yesterday that use to be lose and now are snug and when I say snug I mean snug not in a good way. WTF. Jumping on the scale now, drum roll please... 145 pounds! What up mega moo. So that brings me to the other half of my experiment—does not drinking really make that much of a difference when you're trying to lose weight? I'm gonna guess maybe a bit but I'm really curious to see what 30 days can do or not do in regards to my mega mooness.

So against my better judgement I'll be posting all the odd and and random things that happen while I attempt not to drink and lose weight . Sept 1st is the official start to 30 days + 30 nights! I have a feeling this is going to be pretty damn hard to stick to. I have few days left of "freedom" = drinks and eating whatever I feel like. That being said I'm running out to grab some hangover lunch = pizza. Yes I know that's not helping the mega moo.

Unofficial stats 8-21-08
weight: 145
drinks: none yet, it's only 4pm ;)